Problems in the Tohno Household

"Unbelievable...
She fell asleep right after doing it."

I think this while I look at her face, specialy to her flushed cheeks, a detail that lets her see more beautiful than usual.
Her head rests on my shoulder and her hair is all over my chest, like other an extra sheet for our nude bodies.
In these moments, right after we have loved each other until the utmost limit there is no worries in my head, no guilt, no fear to be pointed out by anyone who thinks our relationship is immoral or a as some call it a "sin".
"Ugn..."
Akiha moves lightly while sleeping and the sounds she emites while doing it give me the sensation of being with a little child and it makes me feel almost like a criminal.
"It is just a sudden thought but it is still weird."
I kiss her on her forehead murmuring this words, she moves again and smiles.


Putting my glasses on the table besides her bed I give one last glance to the moon out of the room's window.
It glows pale in a pitch black sky full of silver clouds dancing with the autumnal wind.
My eyelids grow heavier and my mind fades steadly away. I give myself enterily to my tireness and abruptly fall asleep just like her.


That night of magical scenery and pure lust and longing for each other's body Ahika got pregnant.

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"Wait, What!?"
"I am pregnant, brother."


I am shocked...after gushing the tea out of my mouth while I see how serious Akiha's face is while she replies my surprise I became shocked and let my male instict take over me with sentences, aktions and questions that we, all males have said, done or asked even once in life.

"Are you sure?
"Yes, I am."
........

"Really?"
"yes."
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"NO mistake?"
"I said I am pregnant then I am pregnant, damn it!!!!!"

I stand up and cover Akiha's mouth hoping that even it was too late to prevent her from screaming, not Hisui, nor Kohaku have heared the news.
"Are you nuts!?"
"I am sorry..." Akiha says and her expression is the one of a child who has done something bad, what is very unusual.
"But it is your fault, brother. How you dare to think I would joke about something like this."
Again she seems to return to her former self, full of strengh and willpower and her comment makes me realize how stupid all my questions were.

"Come, lets go to my room, there we can talk calmly"
I take Akiha's hand and bring her to my room..."bring her" is a nice way to say it, I think "drag her" is more like it.
While I go upstairs I hold tightly her hand and ignore her constants complains about how much I hurt her and how much it hurts.

When we arrive to our room and we are all alone, without worries of being heard or discovered by anybody I sit on my bed and ask her to do so.
I am submerged in thoughts and the worries, the fear and guilt I had never felt before invade, all at the same time, my head leaving no room to any kindness or comprehension.

"How long have you been pregnate?"
"This should be the third month"
"The third, huh?"

I have to sigh after hearing that and my sight gets nailed to the floor.
Akiha stares at me from the door; She never sat as I asked her to.
Me sitting on the bed, she standing at the door. It all gives the whole scene an atmosphere of interrogation what could be the reason why she says something like that.

"You don't want it, brother?"

A bird cries out between her question and my reaction, giving me enought time to think over what had happened until that moment.

"what do you mean by that?"
Apparently the time wasn't long enough to think of saying something intelligent.





I realized I was pregnang thanks to one of my friends in school.
I don't think what she said had any meaning behind it but for me, who knew what my brother and I were doing since his arrival in the mansion, was such a silly Joke wannabee of big importance.
That night I told Kohaku I had felt something strange, something non-human, in town, and wanted to go and investigate. When she offered herself to go with me I refused bluntly. I think she may know it already. I went alone to town to buy one pregnancy test and in the store I felt really ashamed of doing so.
The stares of the people around me when I bought it followed me until I was some streets away from the mansion.
The memories of times when I did the same come to my mind. When I looked down on girls who lived the same I was going through then and then I asked myself if they ever thought the same as I did.
"It was all out of love, you know?"

The moment I saw the test results I felt like my brother does right now.
A feeling of doom and closing doors that left me without any escape filled my heart.
In my 16th year of life I had already became a mother. Without ever have done anything I wanted to, without ever have left this mansion, without ever having a sole dream of my own. An unexperienced 16 years old girl had now to become a mother. A child raising a child in other words.

Many days I spent in my room, thinking, thinking of how I would tell my brother about it.
If I should do it happily, serious, joking or worried I didn't knew and it seems that it didn't care since in everyone of my wildest and craziest dreams I would have never thought anything like this would happen.
I always thought he would understand...
I always thought he would be kind and support me...
That he would be glad...
That he would calm me down...
That he would hug me and tell me "Don't worry, you aren't alone. I am by your side" like he once did when we do it by the first time.

Stupid!!!
IDIOT!!!
Bastard!!
LIAR!!!
I hate you!!!
I hate you so much...
You don't know how it feels...
You don't know anything...
nothing...nothing...
nothing at all...
It is understable... you are still a child too.




Looking closely at Akiha's face I see a couple of tears that had escaped from her glaring eyes and help me realize that if there is somebody who gets the most problems of us both then Akiha is the one.

"Akiha...I am really.."

"SHUT UP! SHUT UP!! I don't need you pity, brother!...All I need, All I need...!
The moment I draw near Akiha attacks me with her nails, scratching my face and ripping my clothes, nothing big.
My left hand capture her next attack while my right wrapp it self around her back in order to calm her down.

"Let me go!! I don't need you anyways...
Let go! let go I tell you...!"

She grows weaker and weaker and her attempts of hurting me decrease as the time passes by.
In my arms there is now just a weeping girl, who just like me has her hands around my back and repeatedly tells me all she needs is my help and support.

I excuse myself for my behaviour and tell her I am happy of becoming a father.
I don't know if she found it funny or if she was really happy the only thing I know is that she, just like me was smiling.

In that moment moved by the proximity of our bodies and the rest of the exitement from seconds ago we did it on my bed.
Without worring about anybody or anything, without guilt of fear of saying:
"You know what? I am my sister's baby's father"

Who would have guessed that as we were climaxing Hisui would enter the room.